Friday, March 1, 2013
One billion trillion apologies
Peeping out from under the covers. Is it safe out there? Wanting to come out into the light. But knowing I have let down so many good, decent concerned people by ignoring them. Ignoring their concern for me. My (in)action is inexcusable. I wish I could go back and rectify, but I can't. Thought I did not need this blog but I do. Its not just about the drinking/not drinking issues but its about all of life and how much support I got here. Just testing the temperature and trying to be brave and take whatever comes my way from my old friends whom I let down so badly. Tell me to piss off. I would not deserve more.